Monday, July 5, 2010

Sleepless nights...

As 8th July, 2010 comes near, it creeps deep into me.... the FEAR! I don't know why? Its a strange feeling I have got. I have got through NIFT Masters of Fashion Management and on 8th July, I have my counselling. I will be alloted a centre on that day. I always wanted Bombay or Bangalore as my choice of centre and now when its completely in the hands of God, I am worried. Now that I dont believe Him but because I am asking for such alot of things together.

I researched about both the centres and every time, I come up to a different conclusion. I cant figure out which one is the right better option for me. I have now completely left it to the God but still it scares hell out of me.. I don't know why!

Another aspect of the story is that I have got my best friend from school  been admitted to the same course. Initially, I never thought that we could stay together in our post graduation but now when I know that our ranks are so close, I have the "greed" to stay together. I may not be admitting that to my family or any of the friends but I want to stay with her and I am praying hard for that. I want both of us to get the same city: Bombay or Bangalore! I am neutral among the choices as far as we stay together. I never thought that I would exploit my options because of a friend but I can't help it. I will do everything to be with her for the next two years of my life. I have been sleepless since nights due to this. I find it a little silly to take this here but I need to get it out of me as soon as possible.

I hope 8th July will hit soon and  we both get the same city. I don't  really care if I get Bombay or  Bangalore! I know the city(as long as it is Bombay or Bangalore) wont make a difference to the career I have always aspired for!

P.S. Its a completely random post throwing alot that has been inside me since a month.

22 comments:

nands said...

May that which is best for you happen! :)

Savira Gupta said...

Think of where you want to be and then surrender it. Let it go and take a deep breathe. The place that gets picked will be wonderful because you will make the difference.

Arpit said...

Nicely written post.. as i can totally connect to the situation you are in..

Well when something out of your hands, you cant do anything to make it any better but then you have blog to share your problems to the world outside... :P
It doesnt solve your problem but give you a peace of mind & that is why I <3 Blogging... :)

Anyways.. My best wishes are with you.. May you both get into the same city..
One more thing.. When you get something after lots of prayers n all, you value it.. :)

God is with you Son.. Now you can goto bed & take a nap.. ;)

P.S. You n Me have same number of Followers right now... *same pinch*

Keep Smiling, Keep Blogging.. :) Tk Cr.

Shriti said...

awwwwwww

anshima said...

hey hi,
i also have my counsilling on the same day..
dont worry, u will be with ur friend in the same centre,
all the very best !
hope to c u on that day,
bye,
anshima

Surbhi Jain said...

@nanda Thanks alot for the wishes :)

@Arpit Thanks! Blogging truly does wonders to me! I hope things get well soon! and same pich for the followers :)

@Savira I will try and let it go :P I hope it gets to what you said! I will definitely try and make that difference!

@chocolatelover Thanks for understanding!

@Anshima Oh cool! Would love to meet you there! Thanks alot! And gud luck for yours too :) Which centres are you hoping to get btw?

rohini said...

all the best for ur wishes....

Surbhi Jain said...

@rohini Thanks alot :)

Unknown said...

All the very best, may you and your friend get the same campus....I'll pray for you ...take care n give us the good news soon...

mgeek said...

Good luck!!!

Surbhi Jain said...

@Vivek Thanks alot for doing that for me! I hope I come up vth the good news soon :)

@Mgeek Thanks!

Karan Agrawal said...

Mumbai or Banglore both are awesome cities. Dont put too many filters even before starting your career. You and your friend meeting again is co-incidental.

Put your career first and then rest of the things. This is the time to focus on and build a better career. You will find good people in the respective cities too. Friends do not remain together forever, friendship do! :)

Blasphemous Aesthete said...

best of luck . I wish you and your friend get the same centre. It is only these days of professional training that I am actually seeing the importance of friends at workspace. Best of luck again.

Regards
Blasphemous

Mr. "Niraj" Lemon said...

hey all the best...don't worry 8th July will be ur day...every wishes will come true...just believe in ursefl and almighty..you know at time when we write randomly we write directly from heart with a pure emotion..so don't worry u will get what u want..all the best once again

Surbhi Jain said...

@Karan I am sure Iwill get friends in both the cities and wherever I go but I am still neutral among the cities. Any of these cities wont make a difference to my career!

@Anonymous Yes... I really want to be with her :(

@Niraj I hope 8th of july is my day :) Thanks alot!

Chandrika Shubham said...

Best wishes. :)
Hope ur all wishes may be fulfilled. :)

Surbhi Jain said...

@chandrika Thanks :)

Surbhi Jain said...

@Vivek Thanks! I hope I can come with the good news soon!

@mgeek Thanks :)

payal kalra said...

i love u so much that it hurts :(

and its not even funny if u think it is

Surbhi Jain said...

@Payal Dont worry! We'll soon be in hyderabad!

PS. I love you too...

Anonymous said...

It will all be for good. So relax:)

rainboy said...

best wishes. I hope where ever you decide to go she goes with you.
These are the most awesome days of life...have fun :D
Take care