Lost...

As I stand in the shadows of solitude
Crying tears for all that's lost...
Lost hope still lingers around
Wish I could let it go...

I’ve tried everything I could
I can’t seem to erase the pain
That is clogging my arteries...
That’s stopping me to breathe...

I should stop looking
I should stop trusting
That things will happen when they are meant to
Coz waiting generates anxieties

What if it never comes?
Where shall I place this trust?
Not in myself...
Not again...

I thought I could do this
Thought I could succeed...
But it’s all shattered now...

The worst feeling is that
I have nothing to show
The feelings are there,
But the words refuse to come out...

I want to be alone…
Not even friends
To gather the hope...
To come back to life…