Shattered hopes...

Life “was” just the perfect. Not that I was in a fantasy land, but I was satisfied with everything I have.

"Always think positive" this must be on the minds of lacs of MBA aspirants!! And the same was true in my case. I just kept thinking positive just to keep me going. A lot of miserable situations came in from time to time. But I never gave up. With every subsequent aimcat, I changed my strategy and tried my best to work upon it. But sometimes, it goes above your head. Life makes it impossible for you to think positive… to go ahead… to succeed!! I wish I could do this… I had never explicitly planned up my life but this was not definitely something that I had thought for!

Today was the day for sibm (pune) calls!! It was supposed to be a big day for me. From my score (86), I didn’t expect a sibm (pune) call! But I could always estimate the calls that I can possibly get! And with the cutoffs as high as 107, it’s all shattered for me! What the hell??!! Cutoffs cannot be that high! It always lingers between 80 and 90! It doesn’t make sense for me to think positive now! No chances of getting into a decent B School… At least not for this year!

It hurts! Badly!! Last 6 months have been tough… Really tough!! Today when I think of it, I regret… why did I even thought of getting into a B School?

With all the hopes shattered and nowhere to go… I wonder what will tomorrow bring for me!! But I really wish it wasn’t that way!!